no more membership = sad naked journal....and I will be 21 in about a week

Sorry I've been away a lot has happened.

I have been promoted again and it goes through on Oct 4, I will now be in charge of the Accessories and Handbags Department AS WELL AS maintaining my current job of the Visual Manager and Merchandising Coordinator for the store.  They are adding more onto me to see how well I can do with the added responsibilities so I can be an Assistant Manager this time next year.  As much as I appreciate it I feel like I am moving up too fast...

Not too mention, 6 months without a computer changed me...like I got used to life on the outside...so now drawing isn't part of my daily routine...that's when I started getting into cosplay...i needed to fill my creative outlet.   Now that the computer is back I am now focused more on my cosplay account at *musableCOSPLAY  

I miss the TMNT stuff and I have ALL of my owed drawings sketched out as well as some Disney Turtlettes I just haven't really had time to work on them between more work responsibilities and my cosplay friends like "PHOTOSHOOT NEXT WEEK FINISH YOUR SHIT!!!"

I miss coming on here in the carefree days of Disney and happiness...

Not too mention my home life has gotten worse, my mom keeps picking fights over everything...idk why she is doing this.  And the stress really makes me feel isolated from my family.

For years my dad would treat his employees to lunch on fridays and then a few years back my mom started joining in the lunchingness and now apprantly all my sisters go....so I got a lecture today on why I never join everyone at lunch on friday...I didn't know I was invited?? Way to let me know by making me feel ostracized....

I work a lot and when I come home all i wanna do is sleep....I really should focus on you guys more...I miss you all and I know some of you are mad at me...please don't be.  

I really have missed you....but life is getting in the way.

I hope you guys have a wonderful day! And that it rolls over into a happy weekend.

Also (i feel terrible about this) I am discounting commissions...I need to find my cosplay habit...so the deal is (Since I can only vector at the moment - i lost my tablet pen) that everything will be $10 - $15....10 for simple shading and BG and 15 for detail shading and BG

Love and Kisses,
Karen